Ahoy hoy everyone!
Yes, I'm sorry I skipped the month of March and half way through April without even a hello. March was busy both good and bad but nothing new or really worth mentioning. So I'll skip to the "good" stuff, and by good stuff, I mean my pain!
What is it this time? Well, yesterday I had the pleasure of having a gum graft done under on of my lower front tooth. the procedure itself took about an hour. Fairly painless, the worst part was when the periodontist had to scrape my tooth and it was like fingernails on a chalkboard. inside my mouth...
Luckily I had the foresight (excuse) to take a day off for the procedure. So I rested most of the day. My palette was still bleeding a few hours later ad the graft site is still bleeding a bit now as I right this too. So far though all normal. I just really hope it heals up quickly and properly so I won't have to go through this anytime soon.
Oh and before I forget. The absolute worst part of it all is that I can't bite into anything for three weeks! So it's a mostly liquid diet for now, until I feel confident enough I can each small bits of solid food without ruining the graft. So of course, now I'm craving for a big fat juicy burger...... argh!
Hope everyone's doing well and enjoy your food for me!
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
!@$%@ Technology!
Ahoy hoy everyone!
That's right I'm in a curmudgeony mood today. Technology nothing but a pain in the ass!
Oh Bo Bo don't say that! I can hear some of you say.
Sure, it's given us wonderful things like the microwave, televisions and porn.... I mean the internet!
But with all that computerized sloth and lust there is a dark side. Pains and headaches, endless calls to customer support, scouring the internet to find some sort of solution. Brain trying to come up with solutions, anger and just arrrrhgh......
Case in point, I recently got a mobile porn device (smartphone). First week no problems. I mean battery life is a lot less then I was used to, but, hey, shiny new toy! Well unfortunately that battery took a turn for the worse over the weekend and went from a 100% charge to 0% overnight. I'm sorry, but I shouldn't have to wake up in the middle of the night to plug in my phone and do so every couple of hours with limited use.
I did talk to my service provider and while it does sound a little fishy, hey suggested I try to kill my apps first and if that doesn't help, do a factory reset, before they ship it off to have it checked. Steps which I will do eventually. But seriously, when the phone is asleep it shouldn't be wasting so much power! Please feel free to suggest any Android apps that might help. I currently have, Juice Defender and recently got Watch dog and DS Battery Saver.
But wait, there's more! Today I was skyping with a friend. And everything was going well until right in the middle, my webcam stopped. No video, no little light saying it was on. Right there in the middle of the call....
I tried rebooting Skype, nope. Restart my laptop, still nothing. So I try to look around, but honestly, I'm too tired to really look into it. So as a last resort, I actually shut down my comp for about a few minutes. Next thing you know, a miracle happens and it works. %$!!# technology....
Although, there is a good side. Without technology, I wouldn't have met you wonderful lot :D
And even better, I received a gift from the wonderful Kat!
I will be putting that awesome mug to good use! That's the appropriate size for tequila shots right???
Welp hope you all have a good week everyone. And don't forget to show technology who's boss!
That's right I'm in a curmudgeony mood today. Technology nothing but a pain in the ass!
Oh Bo Bo don't say that! I can hear some of you say.
Sure, it's given us wonderful things like the microwave, televisions and porn.... I mean the internet!
But with all that computerized sloth and lust there is a dark side. Pains and headaches, endless calls to customer support, scouring the internet to find some sort of solution. Brain trying to come up with solutions, anger and just arrrrhgh......
Case in point, I recently got a mobile porn device (smartphone). First week no problems. I mean battery life is a lot less then I was used to, but, hey, shiny new toy! Well unfortunately that battery took a turn for the worse over the weekend and went from a 100% charge to 0% overnight. I'm sorry, but I shouldn't have to wake up in the middle of the night to plug in my phone and do so every couple of hours with limited use.
I did talk to my service provider and while it does sound a little fishy, hey suggested I try to kill my apps first and if that doesn't help, do a factory reset, before they ship it off to have it checked. Steps which I will do eventually. But seriously, when the phone is asleep it shouldn't be wasting so much power! Please feel free to suggest any Android apps that might help. I currently have, Juice Defender and recently got Watch dog and DS Battery Saver.
But wait, there's more! Today I was skyping with a friend. And everything was going well until right in the middle, my webcam stopped. No video, no little light saying it was on. Right there in the middle of the call....
I tried rebooting Skype, nope. Restart my laptop, still nothing. So I try to look around, but honestly, I'm too tired to really look into it. So as a last resort, I actually shut down my comp for about a few minutes. Next thing you know, a miracle happens and it works. %$!!# technology....
Although, there is a good side. Without technology, I wouldn't have met you wonderful lot :D
And even better, I received a gift from the wonderful Kat!
I will be putting that awesome mug to good use! That's the appropriate size for tequila shots right???
Welp hope you all have a good week everyone. And don't forget to show technology who's boss!
Saturday, February 2, 2013
Groundhog Day
Love that movie!
Ahoy hoy everyone!
So, according to the closest groundhog to my city, it'll be a long cold winter. Which sucks donkey balls as We've been mostly in the -20C range past two weeks, sometimes dipping to -40C with the windchill!
We had a brief glimpse of spring for a day, but that was quickly dashed with snow by the end of it. Think it's time to put my flask to use. Drinking booze is a good way to stay warm right?
All of this freaky weather did a number on me and I am now fighting off a cold. So lots of hot tea and being lazy for me this weekend. Which has been a fun one so far, cold notwithstanding. Hung out with my sis, ate lots of food and watched a few movies. T'was fun :)
And with that, a short entry today, since I'm starting to feel tired. Have a good week everyone, and let's hope for an early spring!
Ahoy hoy everyone!
So, according to the closest groundhog to my city, it'll be a long cold winter. Which sucks donkey balls as We've been mostly in the -20C range past two weeks, sometimes dipping to -40C with the windchill!
We had a brief glimpse of spring for a day, but that was quickly dashed with snow by the end of it. Think it's time to put my flask to use. Drinking booze is a good way to stay warm right?
All of this freaky weather did a number on me and I am now fighting off a cold. So lots of hot tea and being lazy for me this weekend. Which has been a fun one so far, cold notwithstanding. Hung out with my sis, ate lots of food and watched a few movies. T'was fun :)
And with that, a short entry today, since I'm starting to feel tired. Have a good week everyone, and let's hope for an early spring!
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Because Jewels told me too...
Ahoy hoy everyone!
A quickie blog post today because, well Jewels from According to Jewels told me too.
So since it's not much, I'll be doing this post in bullent point style.
A quickie blog post today because, well Jewels from According to Jewels told me too.
So since it's not much, I'll be doing this post in bullent point style.
- Resolutions are going ok. Sorta. been being more active, and just a little off of my goal shape. sloth wise, is getting there too. been setting goals for myself especially at work and mostly getting there. As for the relationship business... no comment :\
- Currently watching the hockey game in a snuggy. What? It's comfy and the habs are sucking right now :( I need comfort.
- I need to congratulate Jewels and Kat for taking part of the polar plunge! WOOHOO!! wish I could've been there to cheer you ladies on.
- Been waking up tired and sore muscles these past few days. I'm hope I didnt catch anything.
- Friday will be the third anniversary(?) of my godsis leaving us. Emotions come and go. Miss her dearly.
- Have I mentioned the Habs suck tonight?
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
Resolutions
Ahoy hoy everyone!
Hope 2013 is starting out great for everyone out there! Mine was spent with close friends, food, booze and games. It was fun and a great way to start the New Year, even though I am absolutely tired today, heh. It's not quite over for me yet either as there's a big dinner planned for supper in a few hours with my family and apparently other big meals during this week.
And this is a perfect way to segue into my resolutions for this year.
I usually don't do this, but this year I have a few small things I want to improve upon and they are achievable, so I thought I'd write them down so I could look in on them when I needed a reminder. as a bonus, I'll vaguely split them into my favourite sins, cause well I feel like it....
Gluttony
So over Christmas I went to visit a really close friend (also the person that drama was revolved around in the past, I'll get a little more into it later). Had a great time, and as usual, with her, gluttony is a sin we enjoy a lot together. It's a surprise we do not end up weighing 500lbs. Although over the past week, I did add on an extra 9lbs. It's not too much, but I want to nip that in the bud. So after the holiday meals are done, it's back to eating sensibly and exercising. It's something that I usually do, but I do fall off the horse often, and I want to try to keep it a little more constant this year. This out of all my resolutions should be the easiest to maintain as long as I'm healthy and no "pains" re-occur.
Sloth
I can be a very lazy person, I know, shocker! I also know it won't change overnight, but I do want to be a little more active. Whether it be at home and definitely at work. I always do what needs to get done, but I want to procrastinate a little less. Concretely, that means picking a task at work that needs to get done and just work on it until it is, even if I have plenty of time to do it or if it's tedious. As for home, it means spending a little less time online and doing other things. Now my home is far from disrepair, but it's little things like even just playing more of the games I have collected over time. The internet has become a crutch for me and while not at addiction level, it's time to re-discover some other old "loves". Whether it be movies or games or whatever might strike my fancy.
Lust
Well this resolution is a bit of a stretch to call it lust, but I have a theme going dammit and I won't stop now. This will be the hardest resolution to keep since a lot of it is base on emotion. Essentially, I need to think about what I want in a relationship. I've had lots of drama this past year, but more fun and happiness. So while I don't regret a single second, I do need to think things through. the first step to this is to truly be happy single for a bit and the hard part, is to be ok with it. I do think I am in a better headspace thanks to 2012, I just need to 2013 to cement that in. As I said, this is the tricky part because emotions are always a bitch and you never know who can catch your eye and turn you until a babbling idiot (as opposed to my regular idiocy).
So there you have it, my resolutions to try and curb my favourite sins somewhat. While I will still indulge in them (especially the first and last :D ) I will do my best to follow these resolutions and hopefully be an even better Bo Bo at the end of it.
Hope everyone's had a great New Years Day! Cheers!
Hope 2013 is starting out great for everyone out there! Mine was spent with close friends, food, booze and games. It was fun and a great way to start the New Year, even though I am absolutely tired today, heh. It's not quite over for me yet either as there's a big dinner planned for supper in a few hours with my family and apparently other big meals during this week.
And this is a perfect way to segue into my resolutions for this year.
I usually don't do this, but this year I have a few small things I want to improve upon and they are achievable, so I thought I'd write them down so I could look in on them when I needed a reminder. as a bonus, I'll vaguely split them into my favourite sins, cause well I feel like it....
Gluttony
So over Christmas I went to visit a really close friend (also the person that drama was revolved around in the past, I'll get a little more into it later). Had a great time, and as usual, with her, gluttony is a sin we enjoy a lot together. It's a surprise we do not end up weighing 500lbs. Although over the past week, I did add on an extra 9lbs. It's not too much, but I want to nip that in the bud. So after the holiday meals are done, it's back to eating sensibly and exercising. It's something that I usually do, but I do fall off the horse often, and I want to try to keep it a little more constant this year. This out of all my resolutions should be the easiest to maintain as long as I'm healthy and no "pains" re-occur.
Sloth
I can be a very lazy person, I know, shocker! I also know it won't change overnight, but I do want to be a little more active. Whether it be at home and definitely at work. I always do what needs to get done, but I want to procrastinate a little less. Concretely, that means picking a task at work that needs to get done and just work on it until it is, even if I have plenty of time to do it or if it's tedious. As for home, it means spending a little less time online and doing other things. Now my home is far from disrepair, but it's little things like even just playing more of the games I have collected over time. The internet has become a crutch for me and while not at addiction level, it's time to re-discover some other old "loves". Whether it be movies or games or whatever might strike my fancy.
Lust
Well this resolution is a bit of a stretch to call it lust, but I have a theme going dammit and I won't stop now. This will be the hardest resolution to keep since a lot of it is base on emotion. Essentially, I need to think about what I want in a relationship. I've had lots of drama this past year, but more fun and happiness. So while I don't regret a single second, I do need to think things through. the first step to this is to truly be happy single for a bit and the hard part, is to be ok with it. I do think I am in a better headspace thanks to 2012, I just need to 2013 to cement that in. As I said, this is the tricky part because emotions are always a bitch and you never know who can catch your eye and turn you until a babbling idiot (as opposed to my regular idiocy).
So there you have it, my resolutions to try and curb my favourite sins somewhat. While I will still indulge in them (especially the first and last :D ) I will do my best to follow these resolutions and hopefully be an even better Bo Bo at the end of it.
Hope everyone's had a great New Years Day! Cheers!
Saturday, December 22, 2012
Happy Early Chrismahanukwanzastice!
Ahoy hoy everyone!
It's been a hectic last few days and will be a very busy week or two with little internet time from me, so it's a tad early but I just wanted to wish the best to you and yours :)
Hope you all enjoy time with family/friends/escorts (I don't judge). Be merry and be safe!
Here's to a new year that will be awesomer than the old one!
Cheers! :D
Oh and before I forget, watch out for Santa, he's a creeper....
It's been a hectic last few days and will be a very busy week or two with little internet time from me, so it's a tad early but I just wanted to wish the best to you and yours :)
Hope you all enjoy time with family/friends/escorts (I don't judge). Be merry and be safe!
Here's to a new year that will be awesomer than the old one!
Cheers! :D
Oh and before I forget, watch out for Santa, he's a creeper....
Monday, December 17, 2012
These are just a few of my favourite sins....
Ahoy hoy everyone.
So I had a friend visiting the city for the first time this week. My first out of town guest and I got to play tour guide! was a little nervous, I would hate to be a bad host, but apparently, she had fun, so it's all good. the one thing I told her though before she arrived, was that she needed to bring her appetite, because if there's one thing this place is good for, it's food.
And I love food.... which brings me to the title of this post.
fod and I have a love hate relationship. In that I love food, will try almost anything at least once. The hate part comes in food being so delicious, I sometimes don't really know when to stop. Often I will eat to the point of feeling discomfort, meat sweats (you're welcome for that lovely image) and just all around feeling of "Oh my god I will never ever eat so much in my life again!"
Gluttony, my friends, it's a sin. One that I indulge in frequently. I'm not proud of it, and it's a wonder I do not way 400lbs. But what can I say, it's all so nummy!
And in the spirit of gluttony, the holidays are upon us... and I will be out of here for a little bit :) So just in case, have a happy [insert holiday here]!
So I had a friend visiting the city for the first time this week. My first out of town guest and I got to play tour guide! was a little nervous, I would hate to be a bad host, but apparently, she had fun, so it's all good. the one thing I told her though before she arrived, was that she needed to bring her appetite, because if there's one thing this place is good for, it's food.
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| The awesome artery clogging Poutine! |
And I love food.... which brings me to the title of this post.
fod and I have a love hate relationship. In that I love food, will try almost anything at least once. The hate part comes in food being so delicious, I sometimes don't really know when to stop. Often I will eat to the point of feeling discomfort, meat sweats (you're welcome for that lovely image) and just all around feeling of "Oh my god I will never ever eat so much in my life again!"
Gluttony, my friends, it's a sin. One that I indulge in frequently. I'm not proud of it, and it's a wonder I do not way 400lbs. But what can I say, it's all so nummy!
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| How can anyone say no to this... |
Wednesday, December 5, 2012
Names PSA
What's this, another post from me? In less then a week?
First of all, let me all allay (ooohhh that's a fancy word, I hope I'm using it right) your fears, yes this is really me Bo Bo. My blog has not been hijacked and I am not being coerced by anyone to post this.
So anyway where was I?
Oh yeah! So this is a public service announcement to expecting parents and people who are planning on having offspring. Give you kid a UNIQUE name! That's right, the celebrities have it right in naming their kids Apple, Coco and Kyd. Yes, these are all real names celebs have given their offspring.
Bo Bo! Why would you say such a thing you ask. Well, sit down around the fire (it is that time of year right?) and let me tell you a story. This is a story about... hmmmm to keep things anonymous let's say it's about B. Bo.... no that's too obvious.... Bo B. there we go. Anyways, Bo have a fairly common name and last name. Not John Smith common, but common enough that a US customs agent once mentioned the fact that there seems to be quite a few Bo Bo's when checking my passport.
Well today, Bo received an email sent to him, addressed to him from a mortgage loan company about filling out a form with condo info. Problem is, he isn't on the hunt for a mortgage. More so, the company is a US company, Bo is a crazy (as evidenced by the use of the third person in telling this story) Canuck . Now, if it was just a one time thing, it wouldn't be a problem. But, Bo has the following email address: bo.bo@gmail.com and gmail has this thing where the period doesn't matter. You can write it as b.obo@fakemail, bobo@gmail.com etc. And the other Bo Bo's out there do not seem to have grasped this.
Bo has received, rejection letter from an IBM interview, update on new Health Insurance policy, gaming site updates (for games in a language that our hero does not speak and don't get him started on the spam). As well as update and renewal info for a YMCA in Virginia, amongst other things. You would think by now, Bo's doppleganger would get his email straight, but no. every few months a new email addressed to fake-Bo appears.
If original Bo wasn't such a nice (lazy) guy, he might've created a whole portfolio on fake Bo an applied for some credit cards or some such..... Instead, he just replies back when it's an important email that this is not the Bo you are looking for.
So in conclusion, don't name the fruit of your loins John, Jane or some other common name... Instead call them Grand Master Funk the Third or Cocoa Channel No5. It will cause them a lot less email grief in the future and would be much harder for people to easily commit identity theft.
First of all, let me all allay (ooohhh that's a fancy word, I hope I'm using it right) your fears, yes this is really me Bo Bo. My blog has not been hijacked and I am not being coerced by anyone to post this.
So anyway where was I?
Oh yeah! So this is a public service announcement to expecting parents and people who are planning on having offspring. Give you kid a UNIQUE name! That's right, the celebrities have it right in naming their kids Apple, Coco and Kyd. Yes, these are all real names celebs have given their offspring.
Bo Bo! Why would you say such a thing you ask. Well, sit down around the fire (it is that time of year right?) and let me tell you a story. This is a story about... hmmmm to keep things anonymous let's say it's about B. Bo.... no that's too obvious.... Bo B. there we go. Anyways, Bo have a fairly common name and last name. Not John Smith common, but common enough that a US customs agent once mentioned the fact that there seems to be quite a few Bo Bo's when checking my passport.
Well today, Bo received an email sent to him, addressed to him from a mortgage loan company about filling out a form with condo info. Problem is, he isn't on the hunt for a mortgage. More so, the company is a US company, Bo is a crazy (as evidenced by the use of the third person in telling this story) Canuck . Now, if it was just a one time thing, it wouldn't be a problem. But, Bo has the following email address: bo.bo@gmail.com and gmail has this thing where the period doesn't matter. You can write it as b.obo@fakemail, bobo@gmail.com etc. And the other Bo Bo's out there do not seem to have grasped this.
Bo has received, rejection letter from an IBM interview, update on new Health Insurance policy, gaming site updates (for games in a language that our hero does not speak and don't get him started on the spam). As well as update and renewal info for a YMCA in Virginia, amongst other things. You would think by now, Bo's doppleganger would get his email straight, but no. every few months a new email addressed to fake-Bo appears.
If original Bo wasn't such a nice (lazy) guy, he might've created a whole portfolio on fake Bo an applied for some credit cards or some such..... Instead, he just replies back when it's an important email that this is not the Bo you are looking for.
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| How I imagine I look when sending out the replies |
Monday, December 3, 2012
I'M ALIVE!!!!!
AND I HAVE CAFFEINE COURSING THROUGH ME AND I AM BUZZED!!!!
Alright, sorry for the caps. I'm calm now (not really).
I've been cutting down on coffee since it hasn't been playing nice with my tummy these days. But today I really needed some.
I know, I know, it's been forever since my last post. It'll probably be forever until my next one..... but I digress.
So what's been going on with me. Relationship ups and downs. Single past couple of months now, but I'm in a good place again :)
Work has been a killer. Ugh.... I had that dream that I had a test and completely bombed it. Got every question wrong and to make things worse, the test was given by the CEO of the company. Now that's messed up. However, I have a week off coming up and an awesome friend will be visiting to see me.
My first out of town guest. I'm excited and nervous too. I mean, I hope I'll be a good host. Should probably stock up on vodka.....
Speaking of Vodka.... go see Kat's blog for a chance to win an awesome mug perfect for holding said vodka. And tell her Bo Bo sent you so I have better chances of winning said mug. Cause I wants it....
Alright that's enough rambling for me. Writing this at work, and they still frown upon blogging at work... boourns!
Hmmmm I wonder if there's any Bailey's around to add to my coffee......
Take care everyone!
Alright, sorry for the caps. I'm calm now (not really).
I've been cutting down on coffee since it hasn't been playing nice with my tummy these days. But today I really needed some.
I know, I know, it's been forever since my last post. It'll probably be forever until my next one..... but I digress.
So what's been going on with me. Relationship ups and downs. Single past couple of months now, but I'm in a good place again :)
Work has been a killer. Ugh.... I had that dream that I had a test and completely bombed it. Got every question wrong and to make things worse, the test was given by the CEO of the company. Now that's messed up. However, I have a week off coming up and an awesome friend will be visiting to see me.
My first out of town guest. I'm excited and nervous too. I mean, I hope I'll be a good host. Should probably stock up on vodka.....
Speaking of Vodka.... go see Kat's blog for a chance to win an awesome mug perfect for holding said vodka. And tell her Bo Bo sent you so I have better chances of winning said mug. Cause I wants it....
Alright that's enough rambling for me. Writing this at work, and they still frown upon blogging at work... boourns!
Hmmmm I wonder if there's any Bailey's around to add to my coffee......
Take care everyone!
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Back from the dead...
In these final moments of Zombie awareness month, I have arisen... and I need braiinnnnnnnnnssssssssss.........
Actually scratch that, brains mean thinking and thinking hurts....
But I do feel like a zombie back from the grave, things have changed a lot since I last posted. Feeling kind of bewildered with the new layout of everything. I;m not even sure how to make sense of my blog roll.....
I know, I know, I;ve ignored the internets for a long time, and well I can't promise anything more then random shoutouts of I'm still alive, but I can promise that at least. I do try to peek into everyone's blogs when I have a moment, but my usual blogging time (ie work) has been incredibly busy lately. I mean, they even expect me to have more responsibilities and stuff. It's really quite rude of them to intrude on my blogging time, but in the same vein, I like money, sooo......
In other news, things have been ok here other then work kicking my ass. Personal life is less drama-y, of course I totally jinxed myself now that I said that, but things are going alright. I have found a new drink, I've left behind screwdrivers for mojitos. I even have a little mint plant..... It's a little more work, but it's oh so good.
Hmmmm what else is new, can't really think of much. Feeling a little flabby, I need to start some sort of exercise, but eh, too lazy lol.
Speaking of which, I think I'll go raid the kitchen. Have a nice weekend everyone!
Actually scratch that, brains mean thinking and thinking hurts....
But I do feel like a zombie back from the grave, things have changed a lot since I last posted. Feeling kind of bewildered with the new layout of everything. I;m not even sure how to make sense of my blog roll.....
I know, I know, I;ve ignored the internets for a long time, and well I can't promise anything more then random shoutouts of I'm still alive, but I can promise that at least. I do try to peek into everyone's blogs when I have a moment, but my usual blogging time (ie work) has been incredibly busy lately. I mean, they even expect me to have more responsibilities and stuff. It's really quite rude of them to intrude on my blogging time, but in the same vein, I like money, sooo......
In other news, things have been ok here other then work kicking my ass. Personal life is less drama-y, of course I totally jinxed myself now that I said that, but things are going alright. I have found a new drink, I've left behind screwdrivers for mojitos. I even have a little mint plant..... It's a little more work, but it's oh so good.
Hmmmm what else is new, can't really think of much. Feeling a little flabby, I need to start some sort of exercise, but eh, too lazy lol.
Speaking of which, I think I'll go raid the kitchen. Have a nice weekend everyone!
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
Drama llama
Somehow the karma scales are not quite 1 to 1 for me. I don't know, it just seems every time balance seems to be restored in the force, the drama llama rears his ugly head.
Ok so maybe drama llama isn't exactly the best way to describe my situation. (It's not internet based and I can understand how it originates). Still. Why can't things stay balanced, just for a little bit. I had a great weekend. I was able to sleep all night last night and feel somewhat refreshed for a Monday morning. And then drama llama turns up at night, messing with my sleep again, making my brain work overtime.
I know in the grand scheme of things, it's silly stuff. I have tons to be grateful for, I'm trying to remind myself that. This drama while it does have *some* effect on my life, it's nothing serious and while it would suck if it really got in the way of things. It's also something that I may be able to cut out if need be.
I'm just tired of always getting knocked down a couple of pegs the moment I start feeling content (forget about feeling happy). I know this is all a momentary setback. But really, am I that bad of a person? Did I use up so much good karma in the past?
*sigh*
Next post will be an upbeat one. I promise. Even if the drama gets worse.
Ok so maybe drama llama isn't exactly the best way to describe my situation. (It's not internet based and I can understand how it originates). Still. Why can't things stay balanced, just for a little bit. I had a great weekend. I was able to sleep all night last night and feel somewhat refreshed for a Monday morning. And then drama llama turns up at night, messing with my sleep again, making my brain work overtime.
I know in the grand scheme of things, it's silly stuff. I have tons to be grateful for, I'm trying to remind myself that. This drama while it does have *some* effect on my life, it's nothing serious and while it would suck if it really got in the way of things. It's also something that I may be able to cut out if need be.
I'm just tired of always getting knocked down a couple of pegs the moment I start feeling content (forget about feeling happy). I know this is all a momentary setback. But really, am I that bad of a person? Did I use up so much good karma in the past?
*sigh*
Next post will be an upbeat one. I promise. Even if the drama gets worse.
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
Friday, February 10, 2012
Scumbag brain
Ahoy hoy everyone.
I would love to say that this is not another one of my infamous whiny emo posts, but I try not to lie to my friends. So this is another of my infamous whiny emo posts.
Good news, the guilty feelings I;ve been having have lessened. Oh and I got a raise! Woohoo!
Bad news, I've been have trouble sleeping for the past week or so. It either takes me a long time to sleep or I wake up at ungodly hours of the morning. I haven't had a full nights sleep in a while. Even after having a very good day, mfeeling happy, things going well, when it gets close to bedtime, bam! Stupid brain is like, y'know what, you were too happy today, time to think and overanalyze shit so you can't sleep. Hell even when my day isn't taht great, does my brain say, hey it's time for a break! NNNNOOOOOOooooo..... he just says keep on worrying.
Seriously. I think it's time I stab it with a q-tip. Hopefully then he'll shut up.
I would love to say that this is not another one of my infamous whiny emo posts, but I try not to lie to my friends. So this is another of my infamous whiny emo posts.
Good news, the guilty feelings I;ve been having have lessened. Oh and I got a raise! Woohoo!
Bad news, I've been have trouble sleeping for the past week or so. It either takes me a long time to sleep or I wake up at ungodly hours of the morning. I haven't had a full nights sleep in a while. Even after having a very good day, mfeeling happy, things going well, when it gets close to bedtime, bam! Stupid brain is like, y'know what, you were too happy today, time to think and overanalyze shit so you can't sleep. Hell even when my day isn't taht great, does my brain say, hey it's time for a break! NNNNOOOOOOooooo..... he just says keep on worrying.
Seriously. I think it's time I stab it with a q-tip. Hopefully then he'll shut up.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Guilt
Guilt, I hate guilt. I feel it in abundance. I don't know if it's because I'm the stereotypical Canadian that apologies for everything, or that I'm catholic, or that I'm just plain messed up. But I can't help it. It's part of who I am.
I feel guilty that when things go bad. When relationships crash. Even if it takes two to do it, I can't help but feel that I didn't do enough, that there was something I could've done better. Hell I even feel guilty when there really isn't anything for me to feel guilty about. I may have made a mistake, I may have cause some concern and I would like to think that until now, I have proven that I am worth more then the mistakes I have made.
Even when I logically know that I am not in the wrong, I make excuses for the other person. Blame rests mostly on me. I should've been better. I should've double checked facts. I should've thought twice before reacting and panicking. I should've known better. Basically, if I'm not perfect, I failed somehow and it's my fault.
And then, I remember that this is the time when I should be remembering my godsister. Her time with us and not about my petty drama. And I feel guilty.
I feel guilty that when things go bad. When relationships crash. Even if it takes two to do it, I can't help but feel that I didn't do enough, that there was something I could've done better. Hell I even feel guilty when there really isn't anything for me to feel guilty about. I may have made a mistake, I may have cause some concern and I would like to think that until now, I have proven that I am worth more then the mistakes I have made.
Even when I logically know that I am not in the wrong, I make excuses for the other person. Blame rests mostly on me. I should've been better. I should've double checked facts. I should've thought twice before reacting and panicking. I should've known better. Basically, if I'm not perfect, I failed somehow and it's my fault.
And then, I remember that this is the time when I should be remembering my godsister. Her time with us and not about my petty drama. And I feel guilty.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Happy Chrismahanukwanzastice!
Ahoy hoy everyone!
Just wanted to wish the best to you and yours :)
And let's hope 2012 is a better year then 2011!
Just wanted to wish the best to you and yours :)
And let's hope 2012 is a better year then 2011!
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Happy American Thanksgiving!
Happy Thanksgiving to all my American friends and to everyone else Ahoy Hoy! :D
Just dropping in to wish everyone well and to remind you all that not all of us (*me*) are on Holidays. So eat and drink lots for me!
Have a good one everyone!
P.S. Being the awesome friend that I am, I am willing to take any leftovers any of you might have. >.>
Just dropping in to wish everyone well and to remind you all that not all of us (*me*) are on Holidays. So eat and drink lots for me!
Have a good one everyone!
P.S. Being the awesome friend that I am, I am willing to take any leftovers any of you might have. >.>
Saturday, November 5, 2011
Johnny Five is alive!
Ahoy hoy everyone!
Quickie post
1- Still alive! YAY!
2- Vacation over. boooo....
3- Pain still there but less. Had follow up appointment (after it being pushed back a month!). All they had was, there's nothing serious, so just manage the pain, it's "normal" and it should go away on it's own. Joy.
4- Work had a major re-strucuring. No one was fired, more re-assigning of titles and such. we got a new CEO, things seem like they are getting organized, so hopefully it'll be less blah then it's been lately.
5- Ummmmm.... I somehow got into a relationship. I'm happ, so is she (I hope!) but yeah, I'm also a little, WTF am I doing and how did I con her into actually going out with me in the first place?!? Little surreal at times but in a good way :)
6- Still really busy. Sorry for not keeping up to date with everyone, I really do miss my blog friends. But well for once it's a case of real life trumping net life. And in a good way for once! WOOHOO!
Well that's all really, just wanted to let you all know that I'm still breathing. Hope everyone's doing well.
Cheers!
Quickie post
1- Still alive! YAY!
2- Vacation over. boooo....
3- Pain still there but less. Had follow up appointment (after it being pushed back a month!). All they had was, there's nothing serious, so just manage the pain, it's "normal" and it should go away on it's own. Joy.
4- Work had a major re-strucuring. No one was fired, more re-assigning of titles and such. we got a new CEO, things seem like they are getting organized, so hopefully it'll be less blah then it's been lately.
5- Ummmmm.... I somehow got into a relationship. I'm happ, so is she (I hope!) but yeah, I'm also a little, WTF am I doing and how did I con her into actually going out with me in the first place?!? Little surreal at times but in a good way :)
6- Still really busy. Sorry for not keeping up to date with everyone, I really do miss my blog friends. But well for once it's a case of real life trumping net life. And in a good way for once! WOOHOO!
Well that's all really, just wanted to let you all know that I'm still breathing. Hope everyone's doing well.
Cheers!
Friday, August 26, 2011
News of my demise have been greatly exaggerated
Ahoy hoy everyone!
Yes I am alive! I am sorry to be away so long, but to be honest I just haven't been feeling the internet groove lately. Now don't get me wrong I miss you all, but I find myself spending a lot less time online then I used too, and when I'm on, it's quick FB, email and off.
So for those wondering, here's an update in bullet points because it's Friday and I'm lazy:
- I am still alive
- I also suddenly have a social life. No clue how that happened.
- Social life has been the cause of drama and fun
- Pain down there is still there. More ultra-sounds abdomen and pelvis next week. Something there might be the cause of the pain. If it's all clear, then they're out of ideas.
- Not sure if I want them to find something or not.
- Trying to catch up on blogs.
- Have vacation coming up at the end of September. Anyone willing to house a crazy canuck for a couple of days?
- Way too many posts to catch up on.
- Will not promise to try to be on more often, cause not sure if I can keep it right now.
Hope everyone in the blogverse is doing well. To anyone still checking in here thanks for dropping by :)
Yes I am alive! I am sorry to be away so long, but to be honest I just haven't been feeling the internet groove lately. Now don't get me wrong I miss you all, but I find myself spending a lot less time online then I used too, and when I'm on, it's quick FB, email and off.
So for those wondering, here's an update in bullet points because it's Friday and I'm lazy:
- I am still alive
- I also suddenly have a social life. No clue how that happened.
- Social life has been the cause of drama and fun
- Pain down there is still there. More ultra-sounds abdomen and pelvis next week. Something there might be the cause of the pain. If it's all clear, then they're out of ideas.
- Not sure if I want them to find something or not.
- Trying to catch up on blogs.
- Have vacation coming up at the end of September. Anyone willing to house a crazy canuck for a couple of days?
- Way too many posts to catch up on.
- Will not promise to try to be on more often, cause not sure if I can keep it right now.
Hope everyone in the blogverse is doing well. To anyone still checking in here thanks for dropping by :)
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Still alive or Drunken Post III
Ahoy hoy everyone!
Just wanted to let you all know I'm still alive. Still feeling like crap but alive!
Today was a long humpday, because as well as all the other crap I'm dealing with, my shoulder decided to join in and start acting up again, yay! -.-
So anyway, I got an appointment with my chiropractor tomorrow. That appointment with the specialist is finally getting closer.
I'm also thinking of taking some time off in the end of September, because hell I need it.
Speaking of need.... well not really need, but it's been a while and I felt like it, but I just discovered that I prefer cranberry vodka over screwdrivers....
So if only for a little while, I'm feeling good.....
Just wanted to let you all know I'm still alive. Still feeling like crap but alive!
Today was a long humpday, because as well as all the other crap I'm dealing with, my shoulder decided to join in and start acting up again, yay! -.-
So anyway, I got an appointment with my chiropractor tomorrow. That appointment with the specialist is finally getting closer.
I'm also thinking of taking some time off in the end of September, because hell I need it.
Speaking of need.... well not really need, but it's been a while and I felt like it, but I just discovered that I prefer cranberry vodka over screwdrivers....
So if only for a little while, I'm feeling good.....
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Thanks everyone for your well wishes. Not quite ready to blog/comment. But I thought I'd peek in.
Feeling all over the place. Not sure if I'll ever really talk about it though as it's really personal, even by my blogging standards.
Feeling all over the place. Not sure if I'll ever really talk about it though as it's really personal, even by my blogging standards.
Been listening to this song a lot (but not exclusively), so it gives you an idea of some of what's going through my head. Although, it's a lot more complicated then just that. If it was just that I could deal. Honestly, all that's missing is an unwanted pregnancy and I probably could sell this story to Hollywood... oh and an evil twin. cause there should always be an evil twin.
I think I need a nap.
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