Ok so maybe drama llama isn't exactly the best way to describe my situation. (It's not internet based and I can understand how it originates). Still. Why can't things stay balanced, just for a little bit. I had a great weekend. I was able to sleep all night last night and feel somewhat refreshed for a Monday morning. And then drama llama turns up at night, messing with my sleep again, making my brain work overtime.
I know in the grand scheme of things, it's silly stuff. I have tons to be grateful for, I'm trying to remind myself that. This drama while it does have *some* effect on my life, it's nothing serious and while it would suck if it really got in the way of things. It's also something that I may be able to cut out if need be.
I'm just tired of always getting knocked down a couple of pegs the moment I start feeling content (forget about feeling happy). I know this is all a momentary setback. But really, am I that bad of a person? Did I use up so much good karma in the past?
*sigh*
Next post will be an upbeat one. I promise. Even if the drama gets worse.
4 comments:
Since we don't have many details on your actual situation I can only say that you are the one that decides for the drama to affect you or not.
I believe that we are the only ones that can control what makes a difference in our life and what doesn't.
I know it's not easy, but sometimes it's just necessary to shut down that "little voice" inside ourselves and try to find a quiet space inside the mind, I believe that is a good weapon against drama... good luck!
I'm not a fan of llamas.
Dramatic or otherwise.
:)
hope things work out for you
Oh sweety, I am so sorry you are having a rough time.
Have missed seeing you around.
Sending you big hugs and I am sorry I am so late visiting. Been a bit of a week for me too
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