Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Drama llama

 Somehow the karma scales are not quite 1 to 1 for me. I don't know, it just seems every time  balance seems to be restored in the force, the drama llama rears his ugly head.

Ok so maybe drama llama isn't exactly the best way to describe my situation. (It's not internet based and I can understand how it originates). Still. Why can't things stay balanced, just for a little bit. I had a great weekend. I was able to sleep all night last night and feel somewhat refreshed for a Monday morning. And then drama llama turns up at night, messing with my sleep again, making my brain work overtime.

I know in the grand scheme of things, it's silly stuff. I have tons to be grateful for, I'm trying to remind myself that. This drama while it does have *some* effect on my life, it's nothing serious and while it would suck if it really got in the way of things. It's also something that I may be able to cut out if need be.

I'm just tired of always getting knocked down a couple of pegs the moment I start feeling content (forget about feeling happy). I know this is all a momentary setback. But really, am I that bad of a person? Did I use up so much good karma in the past?


Next post will be an upbeat one. I promise. Even if the drama gets worse.


sunshine said...

Since we don't have many details on your actual situation I can only say that you are the one that decides for the drama to affect you or not.

I believe that we are the only ones that can control what makes a difference in our life and what doesn't.

I know it's not easy, but sometimes it's just necessary to shut down that "little voice" inside ourselves and try to find a quiet space inside the mind, I believe that is a good weapon against drama... good luck!

Julianna said...

I'm not a fan of llamas.

Dramatic or otherwise.


becca said...

hope things work out for you

Mynx said...

Oh sweety, I am so sorry you are having a rough time.
Have missed seeing you around.
Sending you big hugs and I am sorry I am so late visiting. Been a bit of a week for me too