Ahoy hoy everyone!
Just wanted to let you all know I'm still alive. Still feeling like crap but alive!
Today was a long humpday, because as well as all the other crap I'm dealing with, my shoulder decided to join in and start acting up again, yay! -.-
So anyway, I got an appointment with my chiropractor tomorrow. That appointment with the specialist is finally getting closer.
I'm also thinking of taking some time off in the end of September, because hell I need it.
Speaking of need.... well not really need, but it's been a while and I felt like it, but I just discovered that I prefer cranberry vodka over screwdrivers....
So if only for a little while, I'm feeling good.....
Showing posts with label worry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label worry. Show all posts
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
update on my pain.... and very much TMI (might be nsfw-ish if office is very prudish too)
Hmmmm that sounds liek a good emo title. I may keep that for a future update, maybe a woe is me poem for the future when im drunk and wearing black mascara.
Instead this post is about actual physical pain. So WARNING!!!!! The following post details stuff that most, nay all of you may want to skip. Seriously.... there will be too much information ahead!
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Wow, still here? That bored at work huh? Ok... well here's my painful story for your amusement...
Welp... as many of you know... I've been having some problems down there. Basically, some days it felt like my boys where being squeezed. Saturday I wanted to see my doc, but the office was closed and they'd only open on Tuesday.
eh no worries, if the pain didn;t get any worse, I could make it until Tuesday. Famous last words....
Staurday went by... not too bad, a little worse, but maybe a good nights sleep would help. Sunday morning, eh not much better. But bearable, until the night came along. I was walking home from my parents. By the time I got home, it felt like someone had a deathgrip on me. I mean lying down in tears, freaking out kind of pain.
I finally gave up, called y parents and they drove me to the ER. Yes, it was so bad, I caved and decided to risk hours of wait and possibly catching other nasty stuff... it was that bad!
Well good news for me though, apperantly testicular pain is something serious, andI got blood sample taken right away as well as put on a higher priority. I was basically in and out in about 3 hours. The doc gave me a prescirption for a different set of antibiotics. As well I had to return the next day to get an ultra sound done and a follow up with an ER doc.
Oh and one last surprise, I had to get an antibiotic shot... in the butt. Yep, the needle going in wasn't bad, but feeling the injection itself and immediately after... let's just say I hobbled out of there.
The next day was uneventful but long. Ultra sound was done quickly and didn;t show anything worriesome. But the ER was PACKED that morning and even though I had a higher priority since I was there for a follow up, I waited like 3 hours before a doc saw me again. So she gave me a number for a urologist to follow up with after im done with this batch of meds.
I just ended day one of the new meds (about to take the second pill) and I have to admit, I;m cautiously optimistic. It's a bit better. I need to fax in the paper the ER doc gave me before being able to setup an appointment with the urologist, so that will be done tomorrow.
And while all of this sucked donkey balls (and felt at times like I got kicked in the balls by a donkey) the absolute worst part is that I missed my sisters graduation. At least I was able to catch the webcast of it and join my family for supper, but it really sucks that I couldn't be there :(
Welp, that's my story of woe. Why am I sharing this? Well I guess the pain isn;t gone... so I am still scared that this might have more complications. Especially since it took like 4 weeks before getting to this point. just need to vent out, clear my head and hopefully let some of the worry go by sharing.
If you have read all the way through this, I am sorry that you went through all of that.
Oh and for those of you curious, the docs suspect I have Epididymitis
And before anyone wonders, no it was not from an STD. My boys have been fondled more times in the past 48 hours then they well almost ever and the last time was well over a year maybe a year and a half ago!
Great, just my luck, I somehow still got an STD without the action!
ugh.... anyway, sorry again for putting you through all of this. Time to pop my pill and hopefully get back to normal!
Instead this post is about actual physical pain. So WARNING!!!!! The following post details stuff that most, nay all of you may want to skip. Seriously.... there will be too much information ahead!
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| Look I even added an image to show how serious I am! |
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Wow, still here? That bored at work huh? Ok... well here's my painful story for your amusement...
Welp... as many of you know... I've been having some problems down there. Basically, some days it felt like my boys where being squeezed. Saturday I wanted to see my doc, but the office was closed and they'd only open on Tuesday.
eh no worries, if the pain didn;t get any worse, I could make it until Tuesday. Famous last words....
Staurday went by... not too bad, a little worse, but maybe a good nights sleep would help. Sunday morning, eh not much better. But bearable, until the night came along. I was walking home from my parents. By the time I got home, it felt like someone had a deathgrip on me. I mean lying down in tears, freaking out kind of pain.
I finally gave up, called y parents and they drove me to the ER. Yes, it was so bad, I caved and decided to risk hours of wait and possibly catching other nasty stuff... it was that bad!
Well good news for me though, apperantly testicular pain is something serious, andI got blood sample taken right away as well as put on a higher priority. I was basically in and out in about 3 hours. The doc gave me a prescirption for a different set of antibiotics. As well I had to return the next day to get an ultra sound done and a follow up with an ER doc.
Oh and one last surprise, I had to get an antibiotic shot... in the butt. Yep, the needle going in wasn't bad, but feeling the injection itself and immediately after... let's just say I hobbled out of there.
The next day was uneventful but long. Ultra sound was done quickly and didn;t show anything worriesome. But the ER was PACKED that morning and even though I had a higher priority since I was there for a follow up, I waited like 3 hours before a doc saw me again. So she gave me a number for a urologist to follow up with after im done with this batch of meds.
I just ended day one of the new meds (about to take the second pill) and I have to admit, I;m cautiously optimistic. It's a bit better. I need to fax in the paper the ER doc gave me before being able to setup an appointment with the urologist, so that will be done tomorrow.
And while all of this sucked donkey balls (and felt at times like I got kicked in the balls by a donkey) the absolute worst part is that I missed my sisters graduation. At least I was able to catch the webcast of it and join my family for supper, but it really sucks that I couldn't be there :(
Welp, that's my story of woe. Why am I sharing this? Well I guess the pain isn;t gone... so I am still scared that this might have more complications. Especially since it took like 4 weeks before getting to this point. just need to vent out, clear my head and hopefully let some of the worry go by sharing.
If you have read all the way through this, I am sorry that you went through all of that.
Oh and for those of you curious, the docs suspect I have Epididymitis
And before anyone wonders, no it was not from an STD. My boys have been fondled more times in the past 48 hours then they well almost ever and the last time was well over a year maybe a year and a half ago!
Great, just my luck, I somehow still got an STD without the action!
ugh.... anyway, sorry again for putting you through all of this. Time to pop my pill and hopefully get back to normal!
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
Can't sleep clown will eat me....
Went to bed at around 11PM and it's now about 4AM. I'm the type of person that needs a lot of sleep in order to function, so work will not be fun later. I'm not quite sure if it's daylights that's messing me up or not. Actually that's not quite true, for some reason, I've been feeling anxious since yesterday.
I hate this feeling because usually for the most part, it's unwarranted. It's crazy, but my brain seems to need me to worry about something at all all times, otherwise things must not be right. After a few days of feeling good, something inevitably comes up and starts messing with my nerves. Most of the time it's something compeltely useless and logically I shouldn't be stressing as much about it.
Current worry, money. I know, I know we all sort of worry about it. Thing is, I really don't have much to worry about. I'm on solid ground financially speaking, I'm not spending more then I can afford. I do have savings and my job is at least secure for the short/mid term. My brain however is yelling at me that something is wrong. I'm forgetting a big expense in my calculations or something and when I do sit down and crunch the numbers, even if it was what I was expecting I still feel disappointed on the outcome. And that's just an example.
And this is just the current worry. This will eventually pass... usually by finding something tha makes me feel like I accomplished something. Even if in reality it doesn't matter...
Ah well at least this time the worry is something "useful" as it'll help me budget out my finances eventually. I just wish I wouldn't be such a worywart in general and that the damn clown will let me sleep!
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